Who am I?

Being here is almost unreal, feels unreal, and TIME gets funny...

And why can it be?
you talk to the people of your country
BUT they aren't in your country no more...
you talk to your family when you have met new family,
and they doesn't know eachother,
and there are strong bounds...
BUT you can't avoid to feel strange.

You get notices of people you love...
good ones, bad ones, even terrible ones...
BUT they just dont feel right:
good seems less BRIGHT,
bad seems LESS darker,
and TERRIBLE doesn't make you cry...

cause you are too far...
cause the colors doesn't look the same...
cause there are 4 seasons...
cause of the sun...
cause of the food...

and everything feels unreal
and you meet NEW people
and you MEET new people
and YOU meet new people
and you know NEW things
and you SEE
and you know YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING AT ALL

BUT if you have SEEN before, it seems almost unreal...
I never imagined IT to be like this...

It's like having NO EMOTIONS
and then just a LITTLE THING can make you cry
or make you HAPPY
but it's all wrong
sdrawkcab lla s'ti

And

I dont know who I am NO MORE